lyf is fOoL ov ups & doWns.. N sum peeps juz wants to kno that they're loveed by a certain someone.. tho once that love is at reach.. and knowing dat u have given them yer heart yer attention and everythin that they wanted.. who knows if your partner is still seeking for someone else.. someone, who they think could treat dem better.. then after a broken heart u'll think that u could never love agen.. and if someone wants to come in ur heart and change the way u think of love.. u'll be too afraid to take the risk of getting hurt <I>again</I> and u'll put our <3 bhnd close doors.. thinking it'll be another heartache.. tho loving again sometimes croses yer mind and u think about taking the risk to love again tho yer too afraid to make the frist move.. thinkin that u'll get rejected.. but hey after all yer worries.. u'll never know who could show up in yer front door.. so learn to open yer heart, alwaiz kip yer head up and smile! maybe he/she could be the person that could change yer lyf!

da end

dayum itz been a long ass tym since ive written on this thing.. newaiz imma write wutz on mah mind.. i juz miss the gud ol daiz when i wuz juz chillaxin wit mah friends.. i miss da tyms wen peepz were juz kickin at mah house and stuffin their tummy with D-Li_cIoUS home cooking and sometimes yukkie home co0kin haha... well the yukkie tyms are the tyms wen i did the cooking.. haha..newai, during those tyms lyf was simple and fun! nowadays, from my perspective, i c people changin.. ioono maybe i have changed too.. 

i hate people who takes advantage of me! some people could be such d*cks!  they just talk you when they NEED you! i just wish that things will go back to the way it was before! it was way better that way!   

newaiz i got new shoes today, i got those grey nikes to match my  grey jaket! haha..

when i was @ the mall i tote i lost my fone so0 i was so0 pissed off then wen i was walkin back to the car,i looked through the window and i saw my fone sittin in the car! wutta bumb nut! i left it there all along! 

now am juz lookin for things to do to kill tym! then tomorrow i have work agennnn.. how great!  

ughh am still waitin for paul's fone call... everythin seems F up.. ughh o0h how i wish things would go back to the way they were b4.. or better! 

OVER AND OVER

Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no

I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that
Look in your eye
That one you had for me
Before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we
Gotta spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same thing
Over and over again

Oh but I think she's leaving on
And she's leaving here
And I don't know what else to do
(Can't go on not loving you)

Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath
You took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you
Or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps
Playing in my head
Over and over again
It play in my head
Over and over again

Oh but I think she's leaving on
And she's leaving here
And I don't know what else to do
(Can't go on not loving you)

Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no

Now that I realize
That I'm going down
From all this pain you
Put me through
Everytime I close my eyes
I like it down
Oh, I can't go on not loving you

Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no

Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no

hihi new hair cut!! haha

chillen at mah hauz..  Left: lie, anne, jella, chat karen and meeh..

dayumm.. yea we can be B*tches.. haha

freaky huh?! diz is our samara version pose

we got bored and demented!

our version of ONE TREE HILL lolx

anotheer version of onee tree hill

meehh tryin to copy paul's expression

fun tymz!!... <3